The new me!

其实这一两天来，心情都不好。

记得那天她对我说了重话，我迟迟无法释怀。回到家里还是想着她说的话。想找个人谈谈，但原来我身边的人都好忙。忙着经营家庭、孩子、情人。原来我在这世上是如此寂寞。没事发生，大家开开心心时是不会感到寂寞的，通常都是等到有事情发生时，才会感觉原来身边就是少了谈心的人。

I am suppose to do abit of my thesis typing today since its saturday.But…i end up trying to fix a bug problem in my touch dual and the worst thing is, after spending so much time, i still cant rectify the problem and end up doing a hard reset and that bid  all my datas byebye.

I did manage to do a backup before the hard reset but it seems the ‘bug’ was backup with the old datas and i end up unable to restore my backups.

Sometimes, people use stupid ways to get rid of unhappy memories.I have to admit that when i first move over to wordpress and did a transfer from my old blog,there are certain things that i still want to keep and yet i name the blog:the new me.Today i have actually spent so much time deleting posts all the way back from April 2005.Oh,if you have a better way not to click and delete them one by one,please let me know!

I am still deciding whether to close the other blog as i think if you have already let go of sometime,you wouldnt want all the memories back.

Sometimes i just cant tahan the sight of certain people.I have been nice to people for the last 5 years except for 2.The 1st one left the working place already and the other just joined the force recently.

Initially everything was quite ok until the trip.Yes,i think it was the trip that irritated me the most.That morning,we were suppose to be on a trip with students.This particular person just treated the trip to be a time to enjoy but hey,we were suppose to work,not play.Dont want to eloborate what the person has done throughout the trip.It is just a waste of time.

Ever since then i just dont feel like talking to this person anymore.You might say that i m wierd but i am really tired of all these entertainments done and i do need my own space too.

Ah,forgot to mention,this person is also always irritating me by calling my name loud in the public and then when i response,its usually very minor things.I know you are very free but not all people are as free as u do.

Grr…enough for the person.Cant believe i wasted so much time typing about all these things.I think its time i learn to put down.

Something wierd happened yesterdae!i received a call when i was in the office and guess who called?

MY THESIS TUTOR!!!

She called to tell me i am suppose to hand up my 1st draft to her.And i told her i haven even settle with the title yet!Anyways,she said she could only give me allowance to latest next friday lah.It’s time i buck up le…

BTW Jer,do you know how to add links on wordpress?i cant fine anything tat says add or wat…

No sms from her for 2 days already! wierd!duno wat happened to her…

My com crashed and i lost all datas from it.I managed to dig out the hard disk but not much files survived lah.Thanks to Jer,who has my address in her blog,i still manage to crack my own password in and here i m blogging again!

Looks like there are afew things to be done on this blog as it looks quite plain! but who cares! who is going to read it anyway?Sometimes people are wierd,there are times when you wont anyone to know what you are thinking whereas sometimes you hope people will koe what you are thinking and show you some concern.

*sigh*

Yesterday’s exams was open book..i went in with my backpack but i realised ppl were carrying 2 bags ok!

I took out my stack of notes then i realised ppl had big,thick files!I think i will die lah.

But one thing about carrying too many notes is that you have to flip so long be4 you can actually find the answers.that’s really a waste of time!

Ok, really hope i can make it this time!

ok, this is a bad time to blog because students are having exams and i am also having exams!

Having a paper tonight and wed..

My only wish is to clear everything!yay!ok, will blog again when exams are done.

N just got herself expelled from SIM.So she was lying to me all these while..she didnt pay up her school fees,she has yet to hand up her assignment.I just felt so cheated.Maybe i am just so lousy that she wont tell me the truth at all.

What is friendship,i wonder.